really super uber tired

Today was an awesome day i got to spend it with people i care about and are not related to my work.. i dont get to do that often so it was an uber super awesome sauce day . i got to see my hero the three leged pirate (hes A~~ 3 legged dog) and well i got to get one of my newest friends a new dog  well really help pick him up from the humaine socity. shes really awsome sauce cool too M~~ i think will be more then just another person i know i think shell turn in to awesome friend  lol joke is that shes my long lost sister lol i could live with tthat ...plus A~~,M~~,J~~,T~~ and my self all went out to eat for dinner i didnt have to much i wantnt feeling all my best but still it was really good (although i stole some of A~~chicken when she was done too and that was simplely amazing  yumm lol .. as i look on to how the day went im happy with how it was ,, and it makes me think about who i really want in my life ... yea most people are good  but others only seem to use me and have some growing up to do and just still has the mentalitly of a high schooler almost and hasnt really realized how hard the wprld is out there i know shes all cought up in her only world and doesnt fully reallyize how she may be hurting others .. ive been with her basicly the whole time ive been back but i went out with out her today and it was good to get away .....time will tell what will happen with her and if we will remamin as the friends we are ><

uber tired im off to bed

well here we go start on 1

well ive abandoned my last blog to much spam and crap getting to me from there . spam i really dont like and i hate the random whores trying to 'add' me and follow me... it rather drives me crazy so im trying it here to post and rant about my pathetic life. i may tell a few friends about this one here unlike my last few blogs but oh well ill see where it takes me. .. soon ill be heading back to Texas i dont want to go but not like i can say no just a year and a half or so left so ill live. but it sucks not having snow here when i really wanted it..although its not the end of the world still sucks when i was really looking forward to it; its just another thing to get me down on my Holiday .

But i digress to the latest drama rant in my life
so one of my friends, A~~, hasn't really ever had a bf in her life( least that i know of) . Now ,  J....(who i met through A~~) set A~~ up with this guy N~~, now i wont get in to the details cause 1 it would take too long 2 you probably wouldn't believe me if i told you and you'd think I'm crazy lol but to make a long story short things hit off with A~~ and N~~ but besides from J~~ and me;  the group of friends we are in really don't approve of N~~. {and that is rather a understatement ) I do addmint N~~ is rather full of himself and needs a reality check . he has a bit he could do to better him self but i really think in the long run he will be good for A~~(as long as the drama with everyone else gets better and doesn't get worse) In the end i think someone will fall out and the friendship will be lost. even though i dont per say like everything about the group it would still suck to lose one or more of them> They should get over them selves and look at it on how this really could be something great for A~~ but instead they are making it worse then what it needs to be Its tearing one of my friends i value alot apart, it kills me i cant help more i feel like i should do more but defend her but i dont want to get in the middle of it and also i think it may just make worse drama (>_<) after all A~~ stuck by me when i had problems with my 1st major gf way long ago and after all A~~ like one of my oldest friends that still has contact with me since i moved out the state so in the end i can honestly say I will have her back though this. i just hope she doesn't get too head over heels for this guy and let something happen she would regret ... i dont know for sure but im pretty she hasn't but i know i should have waited..........yes im a guy and think  i should have waited .. well i wait again i suppose .....

well this is all for tonight ill go on to other parts of my life some other time

later
AeonScout